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What to expect after Top Surgery


Week 1

-You will be constipated due to taking painkillers, because of that if you don’t HAVE to take them, DONT

-Dont expect to be doing too much for the first couple days, I mean.. it’s surgery, rest up and listen to your body. DONT overdo it

-Post surgery depression is a thing, yes it’s an exciting process but it also takes a lot out of you physically and mentally. KEEP THAT IN MIND

-Have everything at t rex arm reach before your surgery

-You are going to have to ask for help A LOT, theres no shame in that!

-Try to get everything they have on the list they give you prior to surgery! Have everything you need before the day of surgery!

-you will likely be confused once you wake up from surgery too, I don’t really remember what I said and did but I know it was very silly and confusing…


-Keep notes on the time you’ve taken your medication so you can keep up with when it’s okay to take your meds IF YOU NEED TO OR ARE INSTRUCTED TO

After your reveal

-It is EXTREMELY overwhelming as well as exciting when you finally get to see your chest. Just know that it’s okay if you feel any kind of LOSS because guess what? Thats what it is! It is a loss! It’s okay to be in touch with that sense of loss and to mourn for what was once apart of you.. that is OKAY. It doesnt make you any less of a man or any less trans. Don’t brush away any feelings that come up for you in this process. FEEL IT.

-I was literally told that I need to be fat and lazy for the next six weeks, DO THAT. Take it easy and LISTEN to your body. You will be getting used to a new lifestyle. It is exciting but it is also HARD. There’s no shame in that

-If you’re a workout freak like I am, then this is going to be hard for you as well. While I feel good about my chest I am also going through some insecurities with my body due to not working out for so long. It doesn’t feel good but its what you need to do.

-YES it’s going to feel amazing after surgery to have a flat chest but things will be kind of nasty for a couple weeks, and it might even be hard to look at. Please take that into account, I rarely hear people talk about that, or about the mourning process in regards to this surgery.

-follow all the instructions (obviously) AND listen to your body, take both of those things into account!


Meet the blogger

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NameURL: CielKimblee In life: Vincent
Nickname: Vinny, Vin, Vince, or Vin Vin. hahaa
Birthday: Feb 25
Gender: Male - FtM
Sexuality: Pansexual
Height: 5’7
Time Zone: UTC -07:00
What time and date is it there: 3;59 PM 18/9/2014
Average hours of sleep I get each night: 5-9 Depends
The last thing I Googled was: Gaming PCs
My most used phrase(s): Holy Shit.
First word that comes to mind: Midnight? LOL
What I last said to a family member: Alrighty, Bye.
One place that makes me happy & why: My bedroom or my parents place. haha

How many blankets I sleep under: One, i prefer to be cold.
Favorite beverage(s): Diet Pepsi
The last movie I watched in the cinema: 22 Jump Street

Three things I can’t live without: Internet, Games, Phone, Laptop

Something I plan on learning: Driving better, and self control.

You have to listen to this song: Judas Priest - Livin After Midnight

A piece of advice for all my followers: Do what ever makes you happy, as long as it doesnt hurt you.

My blog(s): fuckyeahmodstuck

I’m not gonna tag anyone :P


Something I’m working on for the craziness in #ferguson, thinking of adding more heroes….#blaqzart #dccomics #marvel #blackheroes



*logs off forever*

okay but this go so hard


ah….a shitty pic…would you believe it was originally roxy drawing some female reproductive organs… . …


get a ROOM


[SFM] Stirling “Crystallize” feat. Medic and Femscout by kungfubellydancer

Been following this lady’s SFM work for awhile and this piece I’ve been keeping my eyes on finally came out! Very talented and very underrated with animation and posters both.


1 post + putting the images in this tag because andrew wont tag them himself :B